Those of you following along at home might remember that I was super stressed out and dreading a certain thing that was coming a few weeks back.

And then that thing came and it was even more catastrophic than I was expecting.

And then, because of how catastrophic that thing was, a whole different set of things happened.

And anyways, here we are now, and that’s why I’ve been in my distraught brain for weeks.

AND.

My distraught brain is Kit.

So, I’ve been Kit the last several weeks, not Lilly.

I feel like it’s been noticeable… to me.

I don’t know how noticeable it is to anyone else, but to me - the person who hangs out with me all day every single day - it’s super noticeable.

Because Lilly wasn’t just a persona anymore… she was the person I want to be.

The person I need to be.

I need to be Lilly right now.

Next lesson: “But, That’s Tricky.”